why?

It's now 4am on Christmas day. I still feel the same about it all. I really shouldn't but I can't help it. Why is there no snow? Why am I sleeping on a couch in the house I 'live' in? Why can't I feel better? I hate you Christmas. I need to attempt to sleep but I don't want to wake up until 2010 so I can skip all this bullshit. I need a new years resolution that will make me proud.

I will think about it and hopefully it makes me fall asleep.

Goodnight.