new beginnings.

I thought about Reilly all day for the past two days. I think about her the most when I drive, it scares me. Today was decent otherwise. I worked this morning, went shopping with Kara and i'm going to the movies with Beth tonight to see Avatar in 3D. Everyone says it's amazing so i'm kinda looking forward to it. I haven't seen the bf in two days. I like the space but I do miss him. I talked to Chris a lot yesterday about relationships. We are sort of in the same position and it was good to have someone understand what I am going through and I was happy to help him. It is so different starting a new relationship. I am so used to being in the same relationship with the same person and just knowing everything about them and being so used to them being around. I like the new excitement, how we can talk about anything for hours and never get bored, how I miss him in the weirdest ways when he's gone, and meeting all these new people and becoming friends with his friends. I love it, and I like him a real lot too. I hope he knows, and I hope I show it enough.

Well movie time.

So long for now.