Today i'm kinda upset at myself. I know what I did was wrong and I don't wanna hurt my boy. I know I did and he forgave me. I still feel shitty about it. I need to control myself when I drink. Shots suck. Sticking to beer forever. We talked it over and stuff so I feel better about it, but I still think about it. I think what bothers me most is that I don't know what actually happened, I just heard from someone there. At the same time though, if I wasn't so drunk it would have never happened. I am sorry and I mean it. I promised him and Nick it would never happen again. I know I already did before it happened and the second time around shouldn't be so convincing but I do mean it. He means a lot to me.
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