positive.

It's been 20 days or more since I wrote. Computers still broken. I haven't had the time to fix it. I could buy a new one but I don't want to waste the money on something I don't need or use that much. Not too much has changed. Got some hours at work the last 2 weeks, which is nice. Halloween is this weekend and there is absolutely nothing to do. I wish I had more friends to go out with! It's hard when everyone lives far and neither of us want to travel. Plus, I do have plans with Kayla but i'm just not sure what those plans are. I have to work all of Halloween too so it sucks making plans when i'm not that available. Things with my boy are good, as usual. My car still sucks but when I think about it, I love it so I shouldn't be so negative. I'm trying this new thing called 'being positive' haha, I think it might work for the better. As for everything else, my life remains the same. I wish I could write more often, it would be nice to get feelings out and not just what's going on in my life. I need to prioritize so my computer can get fixed!

been dying to reach you.

I am happy, to say the least. I hope everything stays perfectly, right here. All the worry that I had went away and I feel good. I spent the weekend in Guelph with my friends and actually got to drink and party. It was great to get away even though when you're back it feels like you never left. Funny how that happens. I am still looking for a second job, and still worried about the little things, but I have everything under control and I like it this way. Tonight is laundry night and then the weekend begins. I will be missing Thanksgiving dinner due to the only shift at work I have this week but you gotta do what you gotta do so left overs sound good to me. Lately I have been thinking about school for next year but I still don't really know what I want to do. I think I will take some time to really look into courses sometime in the next few months.