death.

Okay, so can I stop being sick now?

shine for me.

This is post 160. I have come a long way in blogger world. To me that sounds like such a small number but that is a lot of writing that I have done. I feel like it helps me a lot when i'm pissed about something or just bored and want to tell everyone some random shit. I really like being able to have something that I am into, like a hobby... I never had a hobby before! Anyways everything has been pretty much the same in the last few days. The weekends over and I work everyday this week. Scene Fest '10 was a lot of fun with a lot of awesome people. It of course got rained out like it does every year but we still walked around and got soaked, which was fun. I've been sick for over 5 days now and it's killing me. I haven't had time to go to the doctors yet and I have no idea when I will. Everyday I just hope that it gets better but it usually doesn't. .. And just for the record, Buckley's tastes awful, and does not work! I had to do it today, that's how much I was fed up with being sick and it didn't even help, such a waste!

say it like you mean it.

Okay, so quick review:

- New tattoo, but you already know that

- Finished the 3 months no drinking bet

- I drank a few times, but I don't want to be a drunk anymore

- Been sick a lot lately and work hates me

- Making more money but spending it way too fast

- Got in a car accident but luckily I paid the bitch off so she wouldn't call the cops

- I have 3 or 4 close friends and I like it a lot better that way

- Jon is now considered my best friend, and I am so happy with him

- Need a new car more then ever now

If I forget anything i'll let you know. Sorry I never blog, working full time and trying to see my friends as much as I can.

summer skin.

This is the picture I posted to Facebook so I assumed I didn't have to repost here.

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=4424130&id=520636607

Oh, the love I have.

Ps. Finally got together with my two best friends tonight. I had quite a good day! I work legit full time starting tomorrow I guess. Bring on the money!

spread my wings and soar.

So, the obsession continued this afternoon when I got a new tattoo on my arm! It's so weird having one there, I really have to get used to it! I am so in love with it though, and it turned out exactly how I had it in my head. Right now it's wrapped so I should have a picture up tomorrow. Yayy!

need I say more?

I hate this. Bye.

i'd kill to fall asleep.

I went for a trip to an 'old friends' house today. It was nice to know that we no longer have anything against each and we can just talk about anything without all the awkwardness. I am happy for him and I know he is happy for me and who I am now. I just like knowing we consider each other friends more then anything else, it makes things a lot easier. I know that i'll hardly see him but I just like the feeling. Being there also made me realize how much I love where I am now. I love my boyfriend and the friends that I have. Going through that experience put me in the exact place I want to be with the right people that make everything worth it. Sometimes it sucks that you have to go through something to get where you want to be but I don't regret it at all because what I learned was exactly what I needed for where I ended up.

shake.

I feel better today after hanging out with Emily and then soon picking up Beth. I really need them after having a shitty day, they just help so much. Happy 6 months yesterday to me and my boy. I'm glad we've lasted half a year so far and i'm sure there will be many months to come. I really love him with everything I have.

I have something I want to do today but i'm not sure that it's going to work out like I planned it to. I guess that's life though, right. I'm starting to get more shifts at work and making more money so i'm really happy with that. I would really love another job but maybe not right now.

brief.

Headache day number 4, great. By the way it is so foggy out. I hope tomorrow is nice so maybe I can hit up the beach? My tan is fading and i'm hating it! I do have a new hair cut and darker hair though!

hear me out.

I only want you.

lol.

I admit I can be quite immature when it comes to blogging when i'm mad. I don't care when people say about me but when it comes to my relationship I get pretty pissed. No one has a right to say shit about us unless you are around one of us to know all the things that go on, or you hangout with the both of us together, you really have no idea who we are as a couple. There is also the point that when we are alone we are different. No one will ever know what someone and there bf/gf are like when it's just them. I think we do very well together. Yes we fight, but it happens and we talk it out after we're done being mad. I tried to be friends with you, I really did. Your choice whether to believe it or not. I am still the exact same person with or without him and all my friends know that. I guess i'm not sure what i'm trying to prove anymore because I shouldn't have to prove myself to anyone but whatever.

we are forever.

Stay the fuck out of my life and stop talking shit. You don't know anything about who I am and what I do. What ever you say isn't going to change anything so I don't know why you waste your time.