fitting in.

I'm back. It has been almost a month, which to me I thought I last wrote in like August! My computer is broken right now so I have to work on getting that sorted out. I have been so sad about everything lately. I cannot seem to have anything work out properly for myself. I feel like I try so hard and I get nothing. My boyfriend on the other hand is my absolute favorite person in the world. I feel like we're just best friends in love and that we are perfect in every way. He really helps me get through my shitty times and I love him for it. I know I should be writing a lot more then I am because it's been so long, but I have a lot to do. I'll try harder to keep updates.

It has to be this way.

It has been quite sometime since I was last here. I finally found some time to sit down and really think, even though its midnight. I have been so busy with everything I guess I forgot about this. I would really like it if I could remember to blog more often but I think I will be able to now that things are all in order. I got both my jobs figured out with the days I work at each of them. It does mean that I work 7 days a week now. I am just going to be working mornings but it works out great because Jon is now back at school and it's not like he has a busy schedule at all but we will be seeing less of each other. I am actually looking forward to the time apart and how I get to see my favorite people more often. It's just the first day of school today and I got to see my two best friends. Summer I guess, was all about him and I thought it was great and everything but I miss winter. I feel like I had so much more fun and we went on so many different adventures and stuff. I really can't wait for Christmas break! I think we really ended the summer great though. Everyone got together, we pulled an all nighter with a great adventure and we got MacDonald's breakfast to end the morning. I love everything that's going on and I am hopefully moving closer and closer to the next part of my life that is going to make me even happier. For now i'm going to keep it a secret! Anyways, I now have officially started my 3/4 sleeve, which i'm not sure if the last post mentioned or not but it's beautiful and I can't wait for it to be finished. Anyways, I think it's time to get some sleep before another day at work.