tolove, forlove, inlove.

We all carry these things inside that no one else can see; They hold us down like anchors, they drown us out at sea.

new, new, new.

Well, Hello!

List of new things;

1. Thigh tattoo, it is beautiful <3

2. Full time $$

3. Addicted to Air Heads

4. Have a solid wardrobe, deff shop too much

5. More inlove with the bf, he is perfection

6. Lots of pool! Soo addicted, we play every night

7. Trying to party more

8. Always super busy, with work, friends and anything in between

9. Trying to plan a trip to England for the future, to see my family (hopefully sooner than later)

10. Learning new things about myself and everyone.

I am VERY content with everything and have been trying to be as carefree as I possibly can be. Everything has been going wonderful the last few weeks so I hope it continues. Now to book some more tattoos to get done before the summer and all will be wonderful! Even bought a new bathing suit, I'm way too stoked.

you got some luxury.

Well, I think it's almost been a month. Everything is going the same pace as before. I wish I worked more though because it would be nice to have a lot more money. This coming Tuesday I start my thigh piece and i'm so excited. Misty is doing it and I think she is great and this is the perfect piece for her to do. I know I'm not done my arm but I couldn't wait any longer. I have a few more things to get done before summer and then I think I'm going to take a break so I can save once I'm full time again. The last few days I've been helping Trevor paint his new house and it's looking pretty awesome. It was really fun too. We stayed up till 3 or 4 both nights painting and having sweet hangs! I'm sort of confused with a lot right now as well but I know I'll get past it soon and everything will fall properly into place.

in the past.

I clearly don't use this anymore as much as I used to. I guess I feel like there isn't really a need to. Everything is the same really and i'm happy with most. Things change sometimes and sometimes I do funner stuff then other times but I guess it's not really worth blogging that much about it. I'm not going to completely stop but i'm not going to write as much as I used to.

nothing to it, but to do it.

New years was alright, very overrated I must say though. I had a lot of fun and the people I went with were probably the best choice. I already have next year all planned out with a really good idea! I have to get to work in about a half hour for my shitty 4 hour shift that I was pressured into even though I have to walk in the snow both ways. Well I might as well get to it.

that's what you're trying to do.

A lot has happened since last blog. Christmas passed and it was quite good. I had a lot of fun with everyone at all the dinners I went to. I've been to the Casino a lot and it's addicting. I'm glad everyone liked the gifts I bought them because I actually love buying things for people. I have a new dog now. His name is Jackson and he is a Puggle. I got him for my mom for Christmas but I obviously take care of him too. Everything else has been great and I'm looking forward to a new year. I have no idea what my plans for new years are yet but I'm sure in the end it will be tons of fun. I think this year I will spend new years with Jon since everyone else is so confusing with plans and no one seems to agree on anything. We will see when it gets a little closer to then though. I know I had so much more to say but I've gone blank now. I worked 9 hours today and now i'm waiting for the bf to come home from a show in Buffalo so he can pick me up. It's almost 1:30am already though so I hope he msgs soon. That's all for now.

tell me what's been going on.

Going out tonight with the besties. I hardly ever see anyone because they're too busy. I didn't do anything today but I really should have done laundry. I think i'll try to do it tomorrow before work seeing as work fucked up my schedule and i'm pretty mad about it. It also sucks that I have to miss Robyn's birthday because of work, I really wanted to go. Jon's birthday is on Wednesday so that should be super fun seeing as it's Nick's birthday too. I have no idea what were going to do but i'm sure we will figure out something. I wrapped a few of Jon's things today, but I just have to go to the post office to get one last thing that I ordered. I'm buying my mom a dog this year so i'm pretty excited to have a cute new dog around. She wants to name him Jackson which is pretty cute but I have a feeling she will change her mind once she sees him. Well for now I'm going to continue to be addicted to Tumblr and blog later.