forgive me.

Why do I have to feel like absolute shit tonight? I need my boy like right now to make me laugh and cuddle with me so I become a happy girl. I feel like I got a huge load off my chest tonight. I am so happy I finally decided to not be scared and just be truthful. He deserved it and so do I. Thank you for being understanding and talking this out no matter how upset we both were. I just want to see you happy again. It would mean the world to me.

That is all.