Honestly, I have been thinking so much about this lately and I believe I was just convinced my life needs to change friend wise. I absolutely love meeting new people and making new friends, don't get me wrong.. but I need to stick to a main group of close friends because I feel like I have been hurt by too many "good friends" in the past. I know I have been a bad friend in a lot of different ways and to a lot of different people but I have most deffinatly matured from that, and I want to keep my bests close to me.
I have been having a hard time trusting people within the last year, maybe because of everyone comming and going? I'm not sure but I do know that I am most deffinatly the kind of girl who rather hangout with a boy over a girl any day and in every way I love it. I feel like I belong more with a group of good guy friends. They make me so happy.
My Boys:
1. Jake: You mean a lot to me. Between everything we've been through and our whole relationship I can honestly say that you are still my best friend. I trust you with my life and I am so comfortable telling you anything. I am so happy that we are still so close despite the fact that we're no longer dating. It's been an awesome 3 and a half years with you and I couldnt regret a moment. I love you.
2. Chris: I like how much we gossip when were together and you always cheer me up. I love how much you care about how i'm feeling and make me get over it because you hate seeing me sad. You always make me laugh at the dumbest things but I love your humour. I'm so glad you've been close to me for so long, never change.
3. Mark: Funniest boy. You honestly make me laugh at every word that comes out of your mouth. It's hilarious how sarcastic you are and how I always laugh when your trying to be mean or serious. I like our 7-Eleven/TimWens/cruise hangouts cause I tell you all my dumb stories and you make fun of me. Then I help you with all your crazy problems. We make a damn good team.
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I have seriously had so many issues with girls, and I hate it; these girls keep me sane and I love them for their own reasons, No matter what.
My Girls:
1. Emily: Couldn't be a better friend if you tried. I love how much you look out for me and care about me. You aren't afraid to tell me exactly how you feel about what I do with my life and I love your confidence in me. No one else believes in me like you do.
2. Beth: Even though we didn't talk for almost 2 years, when you came back it's like you never left. Things picked right back up from where they left off and I love our gossip, tea and food nights more then anything. I am so happy you are back! Never leave us again, I think we belong together.
3. Kara: We always have our ups and downs but I love how similar we are. You always help me with my weird problems and I love it. You've been my good friend for a pretty long time now, and we have both changed so much but im glad we changed together.
I have other friends that I can trust with certain issues or other ones that I love to be around but these people make my life. I couldn't live without them. I feel so much better now. I am not going to let anyone bother me about stupid drama and bullshit. I am truly done with that. I want to live my life without worry.
Yep, goodnight.
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