I've been in London where Sarah lives for 3 days now. I feel like I need to be away from my real life for as long as I can right now. I hate thinking about how I fucked a bunch of shit up. I'm really stressed out and being here keeps my mind off of it. Being with people I trust, with no drama or anything to care about feels good. I also like the feeling of no one else existing but the people in this house, as bad as that sounds. All we have been doing is sleeping, eating, watching movies/t.v., and talking. It's nice to relax I guess. I want this weekend to be fun when I get home but I have to work Friday, Saturday, Sunday! I wish I could just stay here for a month, but that would fuck a lot of shit up. I need to start being more responsible, I need to start thinking with goals in mind. Maybe this can be my new years resolution? It would be the best thing i've had in mind for awhile.
These are the top 5 goals I want to acheive in the next couple months:
1. Get a second job;
2. Get more tattoos;
3. Get a place with Beth, I hate home and I miss having a bedroom more then anything;
4. Pay off debts;
5. Figure out what I want to do next year with school.
Yes, so far so good. I'll keep you posted.
pllllsss, let's get a place.
ReplyDeletenext hangout:
job hunting
planning our futures!
'cause this is craziness