the broken things in all our lives.

I got a tattoo today and i'm so happy how it turned out! I love it and I love tattoos and I want more every minute. I hope to get another one sometime soon! Aiming to get it before vacation in February, but it might not happen. The last 2 nights I have slept home alone. It's weird not having Jon around but it's also nice to miss him. I have about 4-ish more days to myself until the family gets home and I want to use them wisely. Tomorrow i'm probably spending most of the day out though which I am happy about because my house is starting to make me a little nuts. School is in a week and I am not looking forward to it whatsoever, it is way too hard and frustrating. I miss the easy elementary school life where you knew everything, got good grades, was friends with the whole class, there was no drama, girls weren't backstabber's, you woke up excited to go to school, and you were happy every minute of everyday. Shouldn't you be happier getting older and being able to experience new things because you are free? It seems this way but in all reality things get hard and stressful and full of basic unhappiness. I'm not saying this in a bad way but it is true and I miss being a little kid.