When you just think things are going okay and you are more then happy, of course everything and I mean EVERYTHING fucks up. Why did I fuck this up? I shouldn't have been so care free, I shouldn't have just assumed things would be okay. I am so mad at myself that I could cry for days and not think twice about it. I feel like shit, I feel like I just wasted so much time and energy. I just keep asking myself dumb questions and wondering what the fuck i'm going to do now. I want to die.
i know the feeling of being so lost w/o school. but honestly love,"everything happens for a reason" is a well rehearsed saying; 'cause it's true. this is just your faith in yourself being tested, & i promise you'll find your groove & end up doing something you truly love. just keep positive & always believe in yourself.. 'cause you're amazing J.J!
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