I won't let you down.

I came across an email maybe I shouldn't have. It was something I was supposed to send to Jake but I don't know if I ever did. It was for our 2 year anniversary. I sent it to him. Maybe I shouldn't have done that either, but I really don't want to be his enemy. I do miss him around, as a friend of course. I hope it doesn't bother him the way it bothered me, I got really upset reading it. I don't think that's a bad thing necessarily, I just miss the way we used to talk and how we were such good friends after we broke up. I will never forget him, and somewhere inside of me he will always have a piece of my heart, I like to think I have a piece of his too. There is a time in your life when you have to put things behind you and get over them, I think I did a pretty good job doing that. I have an amazing boyfriend and I couldn't be happier with him. He makes everything enjoyable and exciting. Sometimes words cannot describe how happy someone can make you, and I think he did that to me.