little bit of this and that.

I just woke up. I feel like I never have anything to really look forward to, unless I have awesome plans somewhere in my day. I wish I had a job to go to everyday, even though I know I would hate it if that actually happened, I just want the money! Today I am supposed to bake with Brady but i'm not sure if that will happen or not.

I told the boy that we should stop sleeping together so much, just because it's only been two months and we actually do a lot. It's not like a bad thing but I mean sometimes I feel like it can ruin a relationship and I don't want that. I usually wait a while to be comfortable with someone and get to know all about them and stuff but this time I am more then comfortable so it was easy to get into so quick. I'm glad he thought this was a good idea too though, makes me way happier!

Last night I was talking to Mark about his life problems and stuff and it made me realize how I really need to start caring as well. It's just the matter of needing money. If I had money I would move out in a flash and work all the time, then I feel like I would have everything under control and would be amazingly happy! Fuck money, why does everything revolve around it.