one down, forty-nine to go.

Jon finally told me he loved me. I knew it was coming, I just didn't know when. It was really cute how shy he was because he has never been in love with any other girl. I like that I am the first because I don't have to worry about being better then anyone else, as conceited as that sounds. I of course told him I loved him back, and not because he said it first, because I meant it. I know it's only been two and a half months but we have a different relationship. It's easy, carefree, fun and I never have to worry about a thing when i'm with him. We are bestfriends so nothing matters and we are really open with each other. This is the kind of love that I miss. This is the kind of love everyone should have. I never thought I could be in love with someone else so soon, but I guess if you open up your heart to the right person and not be afraid then anything can happen. I can only hope that this lasts a long time, I actually know it will. I have no doubt in my mind that being with him can only get easier from here. We have no hate towards each other, only love and bliss. Most relationships have there up's and down's, but I can't say ours does. It makes me happy just to think about it. Now all we need is summer to come for the list to continue to be checked off. Thank you number 50.

I love you babe.