most obvious weakness.

I just got home. Spent the weekend with all my friends and boyfriend. Saturday night was my birthday party with my girlfriends, which was a lot of fun. There was this big fight sort of ordeal with this other group of girls, pretty funny I must say. I had a good time today with just Jon. I like just taking it easy with him and doing fun stuff just us two. Now that Cecil is gone it's a lot more difficult to make plans for certain things but so far we've gotten around it. I don't exactly feel like he's gone but I might tomorrow when I have to walk to work.

I feel like being 20 comes with a lot more responsibilities. I feel too old to live at 'home', to not be in school, and to not have a good job with a nice car. No one I know has that at 20 so I don't feel that bad about it. I want to go to school and have a good life for myself. I want a lot of things. Right now I can't be picky, but I also can't be so down about it. I am happy with what I have, for now.