the little things.

I am so confused. I hate being confused. Everything seems harder and I guess I just can't find the right words to explain anything right now. I want things differently but the same too. I want to be happier and smile about everything. I want less arguments and more hugs. I want a lot but it's not always going to come so fast. I know I have to help too. I sound so selfish sometimes but i'm not, at all. There's always the other side of things, and the other side wants their own things, and their own kind of happiness. I understand, but at the same time it's easier said then done. I wish it was as easy as it sounds, but nothing comes easy when it comes to this. Things only stay one way for a certain amount of time, and you think everything is golden but of course you end up back to the same routine. I'll figure this out eventually.