reality is just around the corner.

I hope this weekend is fun! All the girls are supposed to get together Saturday for sure and possibly even Friday too. I have yet to be told what the plan is but probably pre-drinks somewhere, like usual then out to dance/bars. I really hope i'm in the mood to go because I usually don't really care to go out. Today happens to be the first official month into my non-drinking bet. One month down, two to go! I'm sure Jon is proud of me! I am pretty proud of myself too because I've had so many opportunities to drink and so many offers for free drinks when i'm out. I don't feel any better and I don't feel any worse, but I guess that's because I wasn't really big on drinking in the first place.

I think i'm quite satisfied with everything right now except for money. I still have a lot to pay off and a lot to save if I want to have a nice place with Beth by the end of the summer. I am hoping all the money I make this summer will just be profit and that way i'll only spend money on bills and cheap things here and there. I at least have to promise myself that's what i'll do. If that doesn't work i'll have to get someone to hold on to my money just in case I get a little crazy. I mean, I need more tattoos and a few things for summer right? Plus, I have a very large Summer List to accomplish with my boy and all my friends. Haha!